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I don't know. I mean, it was only plot. We don't have to do it! I swear! I just suggested something that I shouldn't have, and she's awfully unhappy now and I have no idea what to do. Auto response from SilverLeap: Decompressing. Flashbacks did not make for a good night. Finals stress does not help. Attempting to seek solace in my bed, and hoping a cherry Tootsie-Roll pop will help. Don't even leave a message. I need a bit of time alone. |
Date: May 11, 2001 on 11:11 a.m. |
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Post Gabe or something while I finish Wick. |
Date: May 11, 2001 on 11:11 a.m. |
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last updated at May 11, 2001 11:30 a.m. (1 times) holy hell. was it something specifically *bad*? I mean, do you know what it was that made her angry, or is she just not talking to you? ergh, what kind of a plot could piss *den* off? I mean, after the library business (hehe, sorry, couldn't resist:)) I wouldn't think anything was sacred.well, alright, if no one's going to tell me I'll just sit here and be confused, instead of thinking up ways to possibly help matters. hmph. ** (read) ** |
Date: May 11, 2001 on 11:21 a.m. |
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Date: May 11, 2001 on 11:23 a.m. |
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Understood. I can imagine her being opposed, of course, but I think this reaction is a little . . . extreme. er. anyway, posted gabe and posting rabin now. I'll skip gabe convincing the nurse -- let's just assume he does somehow. |
Date: May 11, 2001 on 11:32 a.m. |
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posted rabin. I was considering godding rox out, but I think shoving Den aside cause she's in a bad mood and doesn't feel like posting is kind of low, so we'll have to put rabin/rox/wick on hold until she's feeling better. |
Date: May 11, 2001 on 11:36 a.m. |
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Posted Nicolai. Shit. You two worry way too much about me. *sigh* I'm sorry I'm not feeling well. I'm sorry I kinda blew you off, Bec, and I'm hiding right now. It has nothing to do with you guys. It has nothing to do with our plot (which I think is completely awesome). I normally wouldn't tell anyone, but my complete reversal at least deserves some sort of explanation. You know I work for search & rescue. We see some pretty nasty things. Maybe... a year and a half ago, we had an unexpected body recovery in the woods, right by where we'd all been sleeping the night before. Skeleton. Nothing nasty at all. But for some reason, it started to bother me. A lot. I think maybe cause she was my age; just 17, and murdered in some drug business. I started to get really bad nightmares. I mean bad. They only happen when I'm particularly stressed, which means they're a pretty rare occurrence. I kinda mentioned it to you this morning, Bec, but I had one last night. I think its cause of finals stress and everything. And it was worse than before. Usually, I'll get them after a particularly bad search, and blow it off. But, eh, all this combined kinda overwhelmed me. It's like, I'm running through the woods, and I don't know why. Cliche, perhaps. But it's a culmination of every single goddamn wooded crime scene I've ever worked at. I can name the exact locations in Oregon where each little part fits together. There's a stream in the Salmon River reserve, right past the third bridge on the main road. There's the gulley on Palmer Mill Road where we found two bodies. It's very scary. Normally, that's it though. Sometimes I can smell things. So last night there was a person. This hasn't happened before; I recognized him, but I don't know WHO it is. And I'm still running. But I can smell everything, even TASTE things. Decomposing people does not smell nice, and its thick, and you can taste it. I woke up this morning and smelled it in my fucking room, at 5am in the morning, and I woke up Kara. She freaks out when I tell her, so I don't. She doesn't even like to hear about my searches. My mom knows I get nightmares sometimes but that's it. I can't tell my dad, even though he does stuff like I do, because he gets weird flashbacks himself and doesn't like to talk about it with me. I feel... insecure and kinda weak after them. That's why I freaked and just left. Plus I have two huge finals tomorrow, and I'm having trouble concentrating. I dont' know why I'm telling you guys all this, but it makes me feel a *little* better. I'll be around. I dont' know how much I can play tonight because I really have to study; that's why I'm trying to do now. So stop freaking out that its something you did, because its not. I just prefer not to have to talk about it (even though I just did, which confused me, but eh). That's it. Go back to posting. If you need me to post, IM or put something in here, and I'll see it. I'm just not really in the mood to talk about it too much. Sorry. |
Date: May 11, 2001 on 11:42 a.m. |
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Posted Rox for you, so now you're unfrozen there, kiddos. |
Date: May 11, 2001 on 11:55 a.m. |
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Christ, Amy. I don't know what to say. |
Date: May 11, 2001 on 11:58 a.m. |
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Posted Nicolai. That's why I'll say. Lighten up. Jackelopes are tough. I'll just eat some more candy or something. |
Date: May 11, 2001 on 12:13 p.m. |
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::gives amy a hug:: you probably won't see this until after you already take them, but good luck! i still have a good two weeks before i have to take mine |
Date: May 12, 2001 on 12:11 a.m. |
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Awwww yeah. Bitchslapped my biopsychology exam. All hail the queen of procrastination, who wins again! Three down, one more to go... I'm around if y'all wanna play. Just post here. *kissimo* Amers |
Date: May 12, 2001 on 09:21 a.m. |
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here and posting, bec. I wrote about half my post in 1st longhand, and am now copying it into notepad. I'll have you a post in about 10-15 minutes. after that I've got work to do, because I've got a report due for 3rd that I couldn't do because I can't research at home because AOL pisses me off. anyway, I'll probably be finished before the period is out and i'll be able to reply either then or at lunch. |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 09:57 a.m. |
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Yes, yes, excuses. I've heard all this before. I'll be waiting. |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 10:03 a.m. |
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posted. And I will *try* to be quick with this report. It is, after all, for history, which is the easiest class to bullshit my way through, just so long as I use plently of long words and fancy punctuation. |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 10:11 a.m. |
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Hahaha. Damnit, I rather like history. Quiet, you. Anywho, good post. I think I'll post Cas first, and stick Solstuff in there. |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 10:12 a.m. |
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Well, you'd better be done. Posted. |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 11:01 a.m. |
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Done! hahaha, I should be in politics. I just turned the sentence "in 1915 Germans sank the Lusitania" into a 500 word paper. heading to read your post right away! |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 11:05 a.m. |
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Why yes! You'd be an *excellent* politician, Rem. We just need to get you writing WAS. |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 11:06 a.m. |
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and how exactly are those two things at all related? not that it matters, because frankly politics make me sick. posting! |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 11:12 a.m. |
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Aha! And now you see how those two things are related. |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 11:13 a.m. |
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posted. sorry it's short, you can post short too if you want. but I didn't know if cas would consent, so I had to leave it open. |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 11:17 a.m. |
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Date: May 15, 2001 on 11:42 a.m. |
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<grin> how could anyone not like Gabe? He's so sweet and cuddly Excellent post, Bec. unfortunately I leave for 3rd in 3 minutes. it is possible that I might be able to steal some time there, but I can't make any promises, of course. yes, i know, excuses excuses -- I'll be back on just as soon as I get home and finish pretending to do my homework. See you then |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 11:53 a.m. |
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Hey, who all is here? Kyle? Becca? Amy? Rem? Okay, i'd get on aim and talk to you all,but well, i'm stuck at school till god knows when, probably 10 or so, i've got a stupid orchestra concert.. ::sigh:: anyway, becca, if you're here, where do you want helen and cas to meet up, and kyle! I wanna play! when are we going to do the thing with our little trio that we talked about the other day? |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 11:53 a.m. |
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I'm here. Who else? And meet Cas in the Commons. He's waiting for you and could really use a hug. |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 11:55 a.m. |
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OMG, I almost missed it. The Lusitania, eh? My dad told me about this poster once, that had a drawn picture of a dead woman holding a baby underwater, and "Remember the Lusitania - Enlist today." written on it. |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 11:59 a.m. |
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Date: May 15, 2001 on 12:08 p.m. |
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Woo! Alright, I've got a spot of work to do, but I'll reply ASAP, I promise. |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 12:12 p.m. |
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okay, i need to go get some food anyway, i'm going to make a run to subway next door.. well, almost next door. I can't exactly eat in the computer labs, so i'll eat half of it really quickly and wait till there aren't any teachers around and then eat the rest while i post.. be back in probalby 20 minutes.. |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 12:20 p.m. |
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so is everyone here? kinda lonely on aim. |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 12:33 p.m. |
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Kyle! Becca! Anna back! yum yum! all full! it took a little longer than 20 minutes, but i hurried... |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 12:56 p.m. |
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I'M HERE I'M HERE I'M HERE I'M HERE I'M HERE I'M HERE I'M HERE! AHHHHHHHHHH I'VE BEEN GONE FOR ALMOST TWO DAYS AND I'M SUFFERING WITHDRAWALS! Y'all come back and play with Den now. Now. NOW! |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 01:11 p.m. |
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ohhh! AMY!!! you didn't loose any bags again did you? hehe! |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 01:14 p.m. |
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Hey guys, I'm headed home tonight so I won't be able to play. My Grandma had two heart attacks yesterday so I am trying to spend sometime with my Grandad. Sorry. I'll be on tomorrow a lot I promise in case I've frozen anybody. |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 02:14 p.m. |
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::hugs kyle:: poor kyle's grandma... what about everyone else? am i the only one here? |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 02:16 p.m. |
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Nah, Nanabanana, Bec and I are here. I've been relegated to a 56k once more (OH MY GOD I WANT MY T3 ETHERNET BACK! PLEASE!) so I'm posting, albeit rather fuckin' SLOWLY. *whimpercry* But my bags and myself got back into Portland all safe and sound. Back to postin' with a vengeance. |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 02:25 p.m. |
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wee! anyway, i'm going to be going in afew minutes to my orchestra concert, i'll try and get on when i get home around 9 or 9:30... just don't start to much trouble while i'm gone |
Date: May 15, 2001 on 02:58 p.m. |
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I'm here! Woo! Welcome back, antlers. IFC isn't the same without someone like you to terrorize it. Good timing too -- we're ready to start spying on you. Becca, heading to post now, hope you're feeling okay. I've got no work today (that I'm actually going to do, that is), so I'm all yours. |
Date: May 16, 2001 on 09:59 a.m. |
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*whispers* We stayed up late again, and I dunno, but I think she might have taken some caffeine shots... so watch out, buddy, watch out... Anyhoo, yes, it's vunderfool to be back. Spying on ME?! *covers self* I always knew you were a voyeur, Rem. I'm gonna hafta watch myself more closely around you from now on... REMMY'S A PEEPING TOM! Heehee. Yes, so I'm here and *yawn* frozen except with Jor, and whatever we do it cool with me! |
Date: May 16, 2001 on 10:04 a.m. |
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for shame, Becca -- no post? hehe, that's okay, I'll wait. <hums> are you done yet? <twiddlesthumbs> <checks watch> |
Date: May 16, 2001 on 10:11 a.m. |
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Blame Den. She made me post Wick and it took forever. Posting now. |
Date: May 16, 2001 on 10:15 a.m. |
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Woo! No worries, I've got all period. And Den, you slanderous jackalope, I've got *plans* for how I can make Kat go away *forever*. But I'm not going to tell anybody what it is. You'll just have to wait and see <grin> fear, antlers. fear. bwahahahaha. |
Date: May 16, 2001 on 10:24 a.m. |
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Date: May 16, 2001 on 10:27 a.m. |
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Err....Rem? *sniffle* I feel so alone. Den just broke Wick. It wasn't nice at all. *sigh* And now...now GABE's gone TOO. OMG, Den called you Gabe yesterday. IT was soooo funny. I was giggling and she was telling me to shut up for like an hour. |
Date: May 16, 2001 on 10:39 a.m. |
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godded them out of the engineering bay, with a nine-word post, so I think it's probably still my turn, cause that really doesn't count. where are we going now? |
Date: May 16, 2001 on 10:43 a.m. |
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The room, of course. And you're right. IT's still your turn. So there. LAzybutt. |
Date: May 16, 2001 on 10:44 a.m. |
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Fear? What's that? *evil mad dictator laugh* Besides, I eat turtles for breakfast. *gnaws on turtle* Mmm yum. And hey! I didn't MEAN to break you, sheeshers! I was trying to be all nice and share something like that and then WHAMMO, you get all mad. I'm disgruntled... and y'all know there's nothing more dangerous than a disgruntled jackelope... |
Date: May 16, 2001 on 11:00 a.m. |
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Date: May 16, 2001 on 11:09 a.m. |
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Date: May 16, 2001 on 11:14 a.m. |
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