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[quote][b]Kat (Oct 24, 2001 11:54 a.m.):[/b] She'd known that he would learn of her weakness eventually, but she didn't want him to. Every morning, every night, every moment since she'd made that attempt, she'd regretted it. The other scars that adorned her were marks of pride, writings to show what she'd done and what she'd lived through to make her strong. This scar... it was her mark of shame. It only reminded her how weak she really was, how dependent and desperate and how hopelessly in love with Mode she'd become, and when he held it up for her to see and looked at her so accusingly, she wanted to die. [i]You didn't want to leave me, just like Jax didn't want to leave me... and still I try to kill you by killing myself.[/i] He was angry, and she felt guilty... not wholy because she had tried to end her own life, but remorseful because he had to see that, because he had to know how unworthy she was. Kat was about to pull away, to hide from him, when he held her to him again and cradled her close. She felt his hands across her back, the slight pressure where his ring touched her skin, and when he whispered his promise to her, she could not help but close her eyes and echo his words. "Never, Mode." Four years of painful separation and longing for death left her in a harsh sigh, and she knew that she hated him and loved him, that he had left her but he had come back, and anything, even Charybdis, would have been worth knowing he would be waiting for her, whenever they parted. She pressed her face against his shoulder, trying to meld herself with him as they had once done, and the power that he always held over her comforted her now. Her lips touched his throat, the line of his jaw, his lips, and then his throat once more as she hesitantly loosened his collar and rested her cheek above his heart. Her eyes muted to emerald as they opened and she blinked, trying to clear the tears from them as one, then two, then three drops fell on his bare skin and she began to cry. Four years worth of tears. She couldn't stop. "I thought I'd never see you again..." she murmured brokenly. "I couldn't do anything, I didn't even know who hurt you so I could hurt them back... and so I tried... and Daddy said you didn't love me enough to stay, and Sol just... and Wick, so smug... I..." Kat reached around to touch the hand that rested on her back, and as her fingers brushed his ring, she whispered. "Love you..." [i]And I'll kill anyone before I ever let you go like that again.[/i][/quote]
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