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[quote][b]Kat (Nov 10, 2002 07:37 p.m.):[/b] Kat was so caught up in her anger that it was difficult to listen, and if he'd grown furious at her or hit her, she certainly wouldn't have heard a single word he said. But when he was quiet, as he displayed for her the marks of her broken promise, she had no choice but to listen, and it was something she'd never expected. He'd told her he loved her many times, but she had always just taken the level of his devotion for granted. She would kill to keep him safe, and thus surely he would do the same. She would endure anything, if it meant she could be with him, and certainly he felt that way. But he'd never told her, not in words, not out loud. When he turned away and repeated all the things she'd ever wanted him to say to her, she began to understand. [i]It would kill me to lose you. It almost did.[/i] She looked down at the scar on her wrist with sad acceptance. [i]When you were hurt, I would have killed anyone to make you better. But... but I can't imagine if you'd hurt yourself.[/i] Kat sat down heavily on the bed beside him and tried to find her anger again, tried to be anything but weak as she stared at his back. [i]You're lying. If you really loved me, you wouldn't take yourself away from me.[/i] She looked at her arms. The scratches were harsh against the pale underside of her skin, and suddenly the sting wasn't pleasant anymore. She didn't want it anymore, didn't need it. [i]But that's exactly what I'm doing. Trying to kill you by killing myself. I always do that.[/i] "I... I'm sorry. I won't ever do it again, I promise." Kat buried her face against his back and dug her fingers into his arms. "Just don't leave... please."[/quote]
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