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[quote][b]Donovan (Aug 24, 2001 10:32 a.m.):[/b] It took Donovan a long time to fall asleep. He had spent the weeks they'd had at the Post convincing himself that he didn't [i]need[/i] Dante. That goal had been a complete failure. After that became evident, he'd spent his time convincing himself that he didn't [i]want[/i] Dante, not when he couldn't ever enjoy their love the way he wanted to. That had been slightly more successful, but it just allowed him to function, nothing more, and it took away whatever consolation his small light of hope might have given him. His emotional distance from Dominic hadn't warranted any close inspection, because he couldn't step far enough away from it to examine like he could with his love for Dante. His entire life had been structured around that ability, to step back from anyone and anything long enough to do whatever his masters asked him to do. Everyone but Dominic. Without even his brother to hold him up, Donovan's soul had begun a slow collapse. Donovan had been living in despair. Now that support was back, and Don was trying to figure out what the use was. He did feel better about Dominic. He was happy [i]for[/i] Dominic, though he wasn't sure why. Somehow his brother had managed to reconcile himself to Roxy's absence...but Roxy was older than Dante. Dominic had less time to wait. Still, the result would be the same; Dominic would have to be careful to make sure no one found out the depth of his affection. He and Roxinne would never be married or have children or live together openly. That made Donovan sad, more so than his predicament with Dante. He loved his twin, and that Dominic had resigned himself and seemed to be looking forward to Roxy's return made him even sadder, in a way. How could he be happy like that? Don was happy to have his brother back, but without Rox and Dante to live out their lives with in peace and freedom, it was only company for his misery. He slept, and dreamed of Anjélice.[/quote]
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